korea n nz

Something's up

It hurts when you tell me once again...and its not going to fade away like the first time u told me. U and I have become the guardian of tragedy secret, its hard to learn how tough its like to have it deep down inside. only if i were able seal the truth always and forever. can someone tell me its just a mistake?

Cheers

Im too stress now, really, my mind is like lock in prison, cant really fly to other dimensions. I need keys to open the lock for some wider imagination now. The imagination of lighting up my life!

突然还是巧合

原来， 世界是有天使的，应该也要绝种了吧！不知道你是特地来帮我解困还是有人派你来， 你还够聪明的，一下就解决了这问题，我要这么才有这功能？

its 22.10.2010 last last last

its the last lecture day of the semester, last day of the 2nd sem of my first year, last of my every weekdays lecture routine to university. this last day of sem is different, a much more of applause was given to all of the lecturer. Im gonna have all my exam grades satisfied, hopefully... what i need to do is to change my next year routine in uni life; I'm gonna make it different right through rather same as this year. So, i have to do my best in all my five papers from being desperate. no more desperate! no more! no more further last chance of being lagged. yes to no more desperate from today onwards! all the best to all of them who are working hard towards their own goals! and me too

feel so bad

Don't know when it has started, i feel so bad deep down inside me, lend me ur hand pls! But every moment i see the shadow in me, it makes me stand up once again. somehow it doesn't give full recovery but just enable me to keep up. Its just to keep up, this feeling is so hurting, no words can describe, how long could i afford to stand like that til the end. I has yet to be on the track of higher position and hope for it. I was barely maintain and balance anything which is within my ability, this is not enough, not enough in having guts til the end. what's lack? :S

有時候我 歪著頭 世界就傾斜
能不能 點點頭 就擁有一切
最美好的 都在等著誰

有時候我 張開手 陽光就穿越
能不能 握拳頭 就抓住明天
雲端裡面 畫著我的臉

全世界不懂無所謂 錯了無所謂
我要笑著流淚 我要放膽去飛
全世界不懂無所謂 傷了無所謂
管他誰錯誰對 我有我的絕對

有時候我 不想睡 不想太破碎
孤獨地 呼吸在 荒涼的午夜
太誠實的 沒人敢瞭解

有一點累 一點灰 一點點執著
有血液 沸騰在 清晨的脈搏
有個明天 為自己而活

全世界不懂無所謂 錯了無所謂
我要笑著流淚 我要放膽去飛
全世界不懂無所謂 傷了無所謂
管他誰錯誰對 我有我的絕對

啦~啦~啦~
夢想無所謂後悔

全世界不懂無所謂 錯了無所謂
我要笑著流淚 我要放膽去飛
全世界不懂無所謂 傷了無所謂
管他誰錯誰對 我有我的絕對

有一點累 一點灰 一點點執著
有血液 沸騰在 清晨的脈搏
有個明天 為自己而活
10.10.10